Post by Raven Darkwood on Feb 10, 2012 5:35:23 GMT -5
He sat alone in his room skipping class he felt horrible, he had been at the house of night for a week now and the entire time he had spent it locked away in his bedroom he had an irritating room mate named Kenny Hao & a pet kitten named simba bunking with him. The teenager lay on his side on his bed facing the wall. One week since being Marked and arriving into school in a bloody mess, his wounds were long gone, and he looked like his perfectly geeky self, but on the inside he still felt battered and wounded on the inside, he closed his eyes and pulled his knees in closer towards his stomach, he just wanted to fade away into nothingness, he had learned to tune out Kenny and his instruments and small talk and just let his mind wonder off.
He had no idea where Kenny was off at the moment, probably in class or off with his friends, in all honesty he didn’t care where Kenny was, he just wanted to vanish in silence, his depression didn’t come from being marked, from being made to live a new life, it came from the fact his father had beat him to a bloody pulp and no mater how much he tried to stop thinking about it he couldn’t and whenever he did think about it he saw himself as a beaten as the day he arrived and then he could imagine all the people gawking at him and talking about him making him the center of the gossip. Just the thought of it was crippling. He had even received a visit from some girl named Aphrodite and she even tried to play doctor phil explaining there was no shame in coming to the school beaten up and badly wounded that whenever he saw himself in a mirror that’s all he saw was his and he kept hearing every one whistle and about. raven asked her to leave him alone. She had left reluctantly and mentioned telling Estelle.
He watch the bland wall and felt his stomach grumble, he felt hungry and sighed softly it was a few moments that Simba came through the cat door and pounced onto the bed the kitten made a meowing sound and curled up in front of him where Raven’s hand rubbd against his kitten’s coat mindlessly as he zoned out, he had spent all night alone in his room while slept the day sleeping mindlessly. And he had stopped eating he wondered how long would it take for him to go away for good. Raven listened to his cat puur and let out a little sigh. Simba was trying his best to reassure him and give him the strength he needed to make it through each day , in truth the only thing simba helpedw ith was keeping him from ending it all. he loved his simba, raven frowned none of of them don't know me and they don't know how it feels...i feel so broken[/i]
Raven heard simba puur again and he smiled weakly as simba crawled closer towards him soon that bull of fluff was curled up on top of him making himself comfy[/size]
ooc sorry ash that it's not as good as normal i got home tonight at 8 pm from school x.x so yeah my eyes are like weights and i wrote this post with my eyes closed and half asleep
He had no idea where Kenny was off at the moment, probably in class or off with his friends, in all honesty he didn’t care where Kenny was, he just wanted to vanish in silence, his depression didn’t come from being marked, from being made to live a new life, it came from the fact his father had beat him to a bloody pulp and no mater how much he tried to stop thinking about it he couldn’t and whenever he did think about it he saw himself as a beaten as the day he arrived and then he could imagine all the people gawking at him and talking about him making him the center of the gossip. Just the thought of it was crippling. He had even received a visit from some girl named Aphrodite and she even tried to play doctor phil explaining there was no shame in coming to the school beaten up and badly wounded that whenever he saw himself in a mirror that’s all he saw was his and he kept hearing every one whistle and about. raven asked her to leave him alone. She had left reluctantly and mentioned telling Estelle.
He watch the bland wall and felt his stomach grumble, he felt hungry and sighed softly it was a few moments that Simba came through the cat door and pounced onto the bed the kitten made a meowing sound and curled up in front of him where Raven’s hand rubbd against his kitten’s coat mindlessly as he zoned out, he had spent all night alone in his room while slept the day sleeping mindlessly. And he had stopped eating he wondered how long would it take for him to go away for good. Raven listened to his cat puur and let out a little sigh. Simba was trying his best to reassure him and give him the strength he needed to make it through each day , in truth the only thing simba helpedw ith was keeping him from ending it all. he loved his simba, raven frowned none of of them don't know me and they don't know how it feels...i feel so broken[/i]
Raven heard simba puur again and he smiled weakly as simba crawled closer towards him soon that bull of fluff was curled up on top of him making himself comfy[/size]
ooc sorry ash that it's not as good as normal i got home tonight at 8 pm from school x.x so yeah my eyes are like weights and i wrote this post with my eyes closed and half asleep
